Do I Thrive in Chaos?

This is the first Summer in as long as I can remember that I have little to do.  That being said, taking care of a five month old would not be considered a vacation by any means, but I have no classes (took the Summer off), I am not working (for the first time since 1996) and I have actual free time to do other things.  To be perfectly honest it kind of makes me crazy, I always try to find something of substance to do and I feel like I am more comfortable with the chaos... oddly.